i love it.

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school starts in a weeeeek.

i have 7 more days of freedom before the most difficult school year of my life thus far. i’d like to use the last days doing fun things… i don’t know what yet, but i think i should do something every day. this summer wasn’t insanely busy like last summer (school ended interestingly with the class trip and stuff, first of all, then within one summer we went to France, the US, i went to Italy with Caitlin and Lina, and also Sarah visited me here) or the summer before that (we went on a two-week-long cruise and then spent the rest of the summer in the US doing a bunch of stuff) but it’s been good. we were in Sweden for basically the whole time, which is what i wanted, and the trip we took to Spain was really nice.

in other news, this is what the fort that Emily and i made looked like.

it was amazing. i slept in it one night. that was fun but i moved to my bed at some point in the morning because it was warm and the floor wasn’t very comfortable anymore, even with all of the comforters and blankets i had piled under me. but i loved that fort.
i shall blog pictures of my room when it’s done.
here’s to the last week of summer…
and also, i know i suck at blogging every day. i know. sorry about that.
bye <3

this is a great way to use my summer

Bold what applies to you.

Things I Love:
1. Cats. (to some degree)
2. Chai Tea.
3. Green Tea.
4. Texting.
5. Movies.
6. Music.
7. Rockband.
8. TV or DVD.
9. No School.
10. Recycling.
11. Snow.
12. Reading.
13. Writing.
14. Poetry.
15. Novels.
16. Singing in the car. (when i’m alone in the car waiting for my parents to come back) 
17. Sun Chips. (ew)
18. Hiking.
19. Biking.
20. Water.
21. iPod.
22. Surveys.
23. Facebook.
24. Friends.
25. Family.

Things I Hate:
1. Spiders.
2. Jerks.
3. Conceited people.
4. People in general. (sometimes.)
5. Not being listened to.
6. People who abuse animals.
7. Cleaning.
8. Waking Up.
9. Drugs.
10. Smoking.
11. Cancer.
12. Hot weather.
13. My dad. (is it really common enough to hate your dad that it’s on this survey? :/)
14. Worrying too much.
15. Anxiety.
16. Awful teachers/professors.
17. School.
18. Math.
19. Being too hot.
20. Heels.
21. Glee. (i don’t know.)
22. Lady Gaga.
23. Feet.
24. Runny noses.
25. Being sick.

Movies I Love:
1. V For Vendetta.
2. Star Trek.
3. Lord of the Rings.

4. Harry Potter.
5. Sleeping Beauty.
6. Boondock Saints.
7. New Moon.
8. Alice in Wonderland.
9. The Dark Knight.
10. Juno.
11. Sweeney Todd. 
12. Walk The Line.
13.  Across The Universe.
14. Four Brothers.
15. Eternal Sunshine. (must watch)
16. Dead Poets Society.
17. Transformers.
18. Moulin Rouge. (must watch)
19. Forrest Gump.
20. Back To The Future.
21. Aladdin.
22. Saving Private Ryan.
23. Edward Scissorhands.
24. Mary Poppins.
25. Queen of the Damned.

Good Looking Famous Males:
1. Johnny Depp.
2. Robert Pattinson.
3. Taylor Lautner.
4. Ryan Reynolds.
5. Jared Leto. (back in the day, at least.) <- what sarah said
6. Alexander Skarsgard. (whoa, i googled him and he’s swedish. he’s not attractive though)
7. Josh Holloway.
8. Hugh Jackman.
9. Ed Westwick.
10. Chace Crawford.
11. Chris Pine.
12. Jim Sturgess. (kiiiiinda)
13. Zachary Quinto. 
14. Ewan McGregor.
15. Patrick Dempsey.
16. Brandon Flowers.
17. David Cook. (kiiiiiiinda.)
18. Chris Daughtry.
19. Jake Gyllenhaal.
20. John Krasinski. (hee, mostly he’s just endearing with the expressions that he makes and stuff but yeah.
21. Christian Bale.
22. Edward Norton.
23. Justin Timberlake.
24. Ryan Gosling.
25. Ben Barnes.
26. Joe Jonas (lol)
27. Kevin Jonas.
28. Nick Jonas.
29. Danny Jones.
30. Dougie Poynter. (kiiiinda) 
31. Tom Fletcher.
32. Harry Judd.
33. Logan Lerman.
34. Alex Pettyfer.
35. Aaron Johnson.
36. Nick Hoult.
37. Luke Pasqualino.

25 Bands/Singers I LIKE:
1. The Beatles.
2. Muse.
3. The Killers. (only their first album, Hot Fuss. and a couple other songs.)
4. The Fray.
5. Taylor Swift.
6. Katy Perry.
7. Eyes Set To Kill.
8. Adam Lambert.
9. Demi Lovato.
10. Colbie Caillat.
11. Paramore.
12. Ingrid Michaelson.
13. Taking Back Sunday. (several songs. i think a lot of their songs are really similar)
14. 30 Seconds To Mars.
15. Leona Lewis.
16. The Hives.
17. John Lennon.
18. Panic! At The Disco
19. Miley Cyrus. (like 3 songs… TT.TT XD)
20. Mute Math.
21. Alesana.
22. Blessthefall.
23. Pete Yorn.
24. Cobra Starship.
25. Modest Mouse.
26. Fall Out Boy.
27. Mcfly.
28. Selena Gomez

survey stolen from my bff.

—FILL IN THE BLANK—
Hello, my name is [Meagan].
I came into the world on the [18th] day of [March].
There are(is) [7] month(s) until the day I graced the world with my presence.
I have [brown] hair and [brown] eyes.
My height is [5’5”].
The last time I vacuumed was [like a week ago when i broke some plates].
I live in [an epic new apartment].
Right now I am craving [those pink- and white-frosted animal cookies in the US with sprinkles on them that i had when i was little? if those even are made anymore. i hate it when i crave American food].
The last time I went to the doctor was for [a crazy leg skin infection i got some months ago].
I have [many spread-through-the-world, missed] friends.
My favorite television show is [The Office, probably].
I want my future profession to be [some sort of psychologist/therapist].
My biggest pet peeve is [one of many things that society and the people within it do, i can’t choose just one].
My favorite soft drink is [7up? i don’t know, i don’t really like soda so much].
Currently my father is [at work].
Currently my mother is [upstairs? i don’t really know].
I am answering this survey on a [Gateway].
My keyboard is [black].
I don’t go back to school until [August 23rd].
There are [many] movie theater(s) in my town.
My cellphone is [on my window sill, within reach].
My cellphone provider is [Tele2].
The last time I laid under the stars I was with [i don’t know, that’s not exactly something i do often].
—MULTIPLE CHOICE—
I have ____ scars.
a. one
b. two
c. three
d. four plus
I have __ dog(s).
a. one [in the US whom i miss very much]
b. two
c. three
d. four plus
Are you pro-life or pro-choice?
a. pro-life
b. pro-choice 
c. pro-choice to a point
d. i don’t care
I wish mostly on: 
a. shooting stars
b. 11:11
c. cat tails
d. dandelions
I am currently texting:
a. a friend
b. my spousec. my parents
d. a family member
I know how to knit or crochet.
a. yeah, i do [though i don’t know absolutely everything of course]
b. no, not at all
c. I can up to a point.
I would consider being a stripper.
a. yeah, it’s like my life goal.
b. Yeah, as a last possible option.
c. I would never, even as a last resort.
My web browser is:
a. internet explorer
b. firefox
c. flock
d. other
The last time I used a dictionary:
a. less than a week ago.
b. just over a week ago, in fact.
c. a few months ago.
d. I can’t even remember.
I mostly listen to…
a. rock
b. jazz
c. country
d. rap
Coke or Pepsi?
a. coke
b. Pepsi
c. Either
d. Neither
—SHORT ANSWER—
What color mostly reflects your personality?
i don’t think there’s any one colour that just like summarizes me, but maybe some shade of dark pink, or purple or something
If you could switch bodies with anyone of the same gender as you, who would it be?
yeah i’ma have to agree with sarah, maybe hayley williams. or like, zooey deschanel. i don’t really want to all of a sudden be like way older though… i dunno. i really don’t know.
Are you happy with your name, or would you change it?
if i suddenly had the option to change it, i really might, just cause that’d be awesome, but i’m pretty happy with it
What is irritating you right now?
the massive pile of crap on my bed that i need to organize in my room still
Is there someone who is on your mind nine tenths of the day?
i don’t even think that’s possible. no.
Do you have serious trust issues?
i also trust too easily. what sarah said. not like WAY too easily but if i had a problem that’s what it would be.
Do you give out second chances too easily?
depends who it is.
What was the last thing you thought about before drifting into sleep?
i have no idea
Do you find silences awkward?
sometimes. it depends.
If your enemy showed up on your doorstep begging for forgiveness, what would you do?
i also don’t have anyone i consider an enemy. i have no idea who that would be in this situation.
What is something you want?
for this school year to not be as hard as i suspect it’s going to be. also to visit Colorado and also Kansas. also a million dollars. also a pet hedgehog.
Did you change best friends a lot in elementary school? 
umm, well i went to three different schools over the course of elementary school so yeah, i really did
Do you ever wish you were born in a different time period?
nah, this one’s good.
Would you forgive your best friend for telling the world your biggest secret?
i have no idea what my biggest secret is, but i suppose i would if that were to happen, yes
Think you’ll be married in five years?
dude, no. too early.
Do any of your friends smoke?
umm, none of my close friends, i don’t think, but i do have friends who do, yes
One wish?
the ability to teleport anywhere at any given time.
—[x]—
[ ] I think Hayden Panettiere is pretty.
[ ] someone has a crush on me.
[ ] ^ I like them back.
[x] I have an excellent relationship with my parent(s)
[ ] My phone has a removable memory.
[ ] I find my sibling awfully annoying sometimes. (not anymore, really)
[x] I like finding new music.
[ ] I am currently wearing something from my boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I cannot leave the house without applying make-up and putting on jewelry.
[ ] I watch Vh1 on a regular basis.
[ ] I have seen every episode of the “i love…” series.
[x] I collect something weird. (cool shopping bags…)
[ ] I find a hairy man/woman sexy.
[ ] I hate Twilight. (i hate the movies, and the franchise in general but i don’t HATE the books.)
[ ] I love Twilight.
[x] I think Robert Pattinson is ugly.
[ ] I think Robert Pattinson is the epitome of hot.
[ ] I have Dish Network.
[ ] I love the song “Whip It” by Devo.
[ ] I live in a huge city. (not HUGE.)
[ ] I live in a small town.
[ ] I am listening to music on Youtube right now.
[ ] I shave my dog yearly. (who DOES that)
[ ] I have a tiny dog.
[x] I have a medium-sized dog.
[ ] I have a large dog.
[ ] I don’t own a dog.
[x] I have a cat, though.
[ ] I miss ’80s music.
[ ] I like to hunt.
[ ] I like to fish.
[x] I think killing animals for sport is stupid.
[ ] I listen to nerd rock.
[x] I like to name my pets with original names.
[ ] I want to be famous.
[ ] I do not wish to be famous, I just wanna be rich.
[x] I am hungry.
[ ] I am thirsty.
[ ] I am just fine, thanks.
[ ] I have a large ego, and I’m not afraid to admit it.
[ ] I twitter.

Fort Amazing

so i’ve yet to put the pictures on my computer, but the other day whilst unpacking and whatnot my sister and i had a brilliant idea. actually, not to brag, but i had the idea. anyway, using several of the billions of cardboard boxes we have in our home right now she and i built a fairly small but absolutely awesome fort in my bedroom. pictures will come.

this is the single greatest thing she and i have created together. i cannot express my love for this fort.

new home <3

we still have so, so many boxes to unpack and things to put away and things to hang up and things to hook up, and not even every box is in our apartment yet, but we can safely call it home now. i absolutely love this apartment and i can’t wait till it doesn’t have reminders that we should be unpacking placed all throughout it.

i am completely in love with my room even though it still has lots to be arranged.

i’ll post pictures when it’s all sorted out. whenever that will be. <3

tomorrow

i will be waking up at like 6:30-7 and getting ready because moving men are coming to pack up all my stuff into boxes and such. we’ve already been doing a lot of box-packing-up, and taking stuff off of walls and such, effectively turning our home into not our home.

i love this apartment to death and i will miss it dearly. however, i will also love living in the new one, i’m sure.

on to apartment #4 in our time living in sweden. bring it on.