-sigh-

less than a month until school starts ): that makes Meagan a very very sad girl. IB2 is noooot something i am looking forward to at all, do you know how busy i’m going to be?

i’m stressed out about the next few years of my life. things always happen. for instance i’m about to move in like a week, to a new apartment in Tekniska Högskolan which is both really sad to have to leave here and kinda cool cause the apartment is huge and nice. soon after moving i will have to go back to school to undoubtedly the most stressful school year i’ve had yet; the classes will of course be extremely difficult and time-consuming but that doesn’t even bring in the other issues such as the extended essay, CAS points, etc. if you don’t understand this you are an IB noob and you probably don’t care anyway but if you do care, google it.

after this extremely stressful school year i will have to move across the freaking world and then have an even MORE stressful school year whilst adjusting to a new school system in a new country, moving into a new home, etc. and theeen i will have to figure out what to do with my life, essentially. university in Stockholm or university in Colorado? and then after making that giant life decision i will have to make all the adjustments accordingly based on what i choose; for example, if i choose Sweden i will have to move back to Sweden alone and figure all of that crap out.

oh, life.

yes, i know this is all technically a long time from now and whatnot but oh, my friend, i will have to start dealing with it all very soon. very soon indeed.

i should stop complaining and start preparing but i have no idea where to start.

rawr.

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besides that, the weather these last couple days has been a noticeable improvement on the rainy weather for the few days before now, and also i added a drawstring to my Gameboy bag that was supposed to be an iPod case that i knitted. it is now a drawstring satchel. ooh creating things is fun.

closed…

open. and i am making a silly face.

alrighty bye <3