:D

so while i cannot say that i won’t be sad to leave my current lovely apartment that i adore so much, but today i went and saw the apartment that i will be moving into at Tekniska and omg. i care like 95% less about moving now. that is the best apartment i’ve ever stepped foot in. and it is going to be my HOME.

it’s GIANT. bigger in square feet than my entire house in the us, including the furnished half of the basement. it has a really pretty, modern design that’s so Swedish with lots of hidden storage spaces, and has very pretty bathrooms, a pretty kitchen, lots of open space, good views, a pretty as well as large balcony, and has a big, pretty sauna too. it’s a two-floor apartment with two bathrooms, two bedrooms, two living rooms, and some other rooms like closets and such.

my to-be bedroom is like double the size of my current one, has amazing dark purple paint with pretty white frame and two giant windows with an awesome view of Vallhallavägen and Tekniska Högskolan.

i also might just mention that the building is extremely close to like five bus stops and also very close to the subway stop. so that’ll be very convenient in going to school and whatnot.

i am in love <3

-sigh-

less than a month until school starts ): that makes Meagan a very very sad girl. IB2 is noooot something i am looking forward to at all, do you know how busy i’m going to be?

i’m stressed out about the next few years of my life. things always happen. for instance i’m about to move in like a week, to a new apartment in Tekniska Högskolan which is both really sad to have to leave here and kinda cool cause the apartment is huge and nice. soon after moving i will have to go back to school to undoubtedly the most stressful school year i’ve had yet; the classes will of course be extremely difficult and time-consuming but that doesn’t even bring in the other issues such as the extended essay, CAS points, etc. if you don’t understand this you are an IB noob and you probably don’t care anyway but if you do care, google it.

after this extremely stressful school year i will have to move across the freaking world and then have an even MORE stressful school year whilst adjusting to a new school system in a new country, moving into a new home, etc. and theeen i will have to figure out what to do with my life, essentially. university in Stockholm or university in Colorado? and then after making that giant life decision i will have to make all the adjustments accordingly based on what i choose; for example, if i choose Sweden i will have to move back to Sweden alone and figure all of that crap out.

oh, life.

yes, i know this is all technically a long time from now and whatnot but oh, my friend, i will have to start dealing with it all very soon. very soon indeed.

i should stop complaining and start preparing but i have no idea where to start.

rawr.

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besides that, the weather these last couple days has been a noticeable improvement on the rainy weather for the few days before now, and also i added a drawstring to my Gameboy bag that was supposed to be an iPod case that i knitted. it is now a drawstring satchel. ooh creating things is fun.

closed…

open. and i am making a silly face.

alrighty bye <3

sorry sorry sorry ><

i haven’t blogged in days and that is terrible, i apologize for not following my own rule.

not too much has happened though. i finished my “iPod case,” but it’s like big enough to stack 7 or 8 iPod Touches in it so it’s now a Gameboy and Gameboy game case instead. it’s cute. i like it. creating things is fun. it’s just like, this used to be some yarn, and now it is a small useful bag. just because i did some knit and some purl stitches on some sticks over and over again.

i have also been playing significantly more Guitar Hero lately, and am completely infuriated because i cannot beat Lou which is necessary in order to beat expert. it’s been over a year and over probably 150 times of me trying since i first got to this stage. anybody who has played much Guitar Hero III knows what i’m talking about, especially if they actually beat or tried to beat expert.

good god you have no idea how frustrating it is. it’s all about luck, and that’s something i lack majestically.

i have also been playing my old Gameboy games very much lately, including this random Tweety Bird game i’ve had since i was like 7 or 8 and also Tetris and Zelda: Oracle of Seasons.

i shall blog again tomorrowww. byee <3

these days

yesterday and today i’ve mostly been hanging out at home, playing my sister’s Gameboy (i might purchase my own off Blocket… i have games of my own and i reeeally miss having one cause they’re so freaking fun and nostalgic) and knitting. i have picked up knitting as a hobby i think. i found yarn and borrowed knitting needles off my sister and have begun knitting an iPod case.

it will turn out interesting i think.

but today i purchased knitting needles of my own and several things of yarn. so hurray! something more to do with my time.

i need more hobbies. what do i like to do? reading, photography, doing crap on the computer, writing in my journal, making collages, playing the small number of songs that i know on the piano, and apparently knitting also. i should do those things more.

i also quite like video games. all i have is my DS, my sister’s Gameboy until i get my own, and Guitar Hero. besides that i just play Richard’s games when i go to his house :3 not much XD but sometimes.

i want Silent Hill. i’d like to play all of them but i don’t really see that happening.

it’ll be nice to get my family’s old Nintendo systems back when we move back to the states. but that’s not for another year.

i just like to do things with my time. productive things. i don’t necessarily all the time, but i do like to.

tomorrow i’m babysitting in the morning and early afternoon, and on Friday is my last party before i move out of this apartment. it’s gonna be a frickin small party. not really much of a party. i’m sure it’ll be fun though.

yessiree bob.

k bye ♥

i have little more than a month left of summer

gaaaaahh how does it always go by so quickly

not cool bro. not cool.

in other news…

the end.

shortest. blog post. ever.

so far my summer has been:

x Spain

x meeting people and hanging out with them

x sudoku

x being on the computer

x strawberries

x going on walks

aaand that’s about it. that’s pretty much all it should be though i guess ^^

buuut i’m gonna try to be more productive in general. and stuff. that would be good.

updates, updates

the weather has been a little bit less excruciatingly hot these last couple days which is nice. i’ve just been chilling with people which is nice. i’ve also been watching futurama, from the very beginning episode in order. it makes me happy.

i think i’ve come to terms with the fact that i won’t be blogging every day. a few times a week is good enough. there’s just not enough to say. i’ll do it often, i will, and i’ll TRY for once a day, but that’s just fairly impossible. obviously.

i really, really wish my hair would grow. i’ve stopped straightening it which has made it a lot healthier i think, and i don’t have epic split ends like i would normally have after not getting it trimmed for this long, but it’s still not growing really. i’d like to dye it before school starts… i’m honestly thinking about trying black. people seem to like that option. i think it’d look good. i might give it a shot. it’d fade fairly quickly anyway.

i want a frickin pear Smakis juice box. they are love.

that is all.